When I talk about my feelings to him.. I feel like he’s going to leave me I know I’m just being parinoid but still it’s on my mind when he asks me how I am and I feel bad if I lie but I feel even worse when I tell the truth. My thoughts are starting to get really bad again an I’m not even going to try and stop them hopefully ill be done soon and won’t burden anymore people
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me too going thru same phase… :’-(
Goingnumb I would like to make a deal with you. You sound just as done with life as I am. I’m personally to the point of no return where I couldn’t really lose anything I would truely care about. If you were to give me some of your time to talk out yours problems and get to the roots to see if infact an answer can be found and life can be an option for you then I would do whatever I can to make that a reality but… if that was to end up not happening and your mind only sees one option, then… you do what you have to do.
Think about it. I’ll fight threw another night.
I’d like to talk things out. So deal. Especially if it keeps you alive one more night. I care about you.
You feel this site to be safe enough to vent more about you or would you prefer chat room, email, ect?
Email I think would be best.
my email is zeppelin621@yahoo.com
It’s a dummy account since I’m posting it public here but I will answer.