So, Monday I’ll be firing my pistol at the range for the first time in 15 years to be sure it still functions okay. I’ve cleaned and oiled it and gotten fresh ammo. I’m determined to end my life as soon as possible. I want to jump off a bridge and shoot myself in the head as I go over the rail but its in the mountains and it’s predicted to snow there this weekend. I just have to wait until the weather is good enough that I can make the drive there. Holding on even a couple more weeks is going to kill me. Booze is about the only solace I have to live out these last days till I can end it all.
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hey, wanna chat? Email me if you want i’m fucking lonely and bored. Also waiting 🙁
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gold_leo@yahoo.com
Bummer, that just adds more stress for you. Hope things work out.
I wish i had a pistol. So not easy to get in my country. You need to take an exam, sigh
I can’t get a gun in my country either. It takes about a lifetime to get a permit here and I’m not willing to wait that long. I have tried alcohol to relieve my pain but I’ve found that it makes me feel only worse when the effect of it wears off. It’s actually a depressant. So won’t be doing that, even when it’s tempting to get the momentary relief