Pills….

There are thoughts in my head that make others look dead, there are thoughts in my head that make me want death, there are thoughts in my head that push me to break. Then I take and I take and I take these pills that make me feels so numb. When I take these pills that make me feel numb I cut so deep so deep into my flesh that is already tattered, torn and, scarred. After my high subsides I realize I might die. My wrists hurt like hell and I feel like I have fell to the darkest pits of the universe, so I take some more and cut even deeper until I am nothing but bare bone in the wake and they close my coffin for good. Then I awaken and realize I’m dreaming. So, I take some pills to make it all go away. ♥♥♥