Last night I had a dream. I was in a dark abandoned forest. Anyway let’s start from the beginning. In the dream it started out I was at my house. My friend who had recently passed away had invited me to go party with him so I did, I got wasted. We all played beerpong, smoked pot and, well just had fun. After a few hours at the party in my dream I had to get going so I left and took my car home. The only thing was the town had changed and morphed in such ways it is hard to describe. It was […]
Ryu_Kawn
Ryu_Kawn
I'm a girl... I have long straight brown hair...currently black.... I'm asian and 5 foot 2 inches.... but seriously who cares? Who gives a crap... honestly if you care tell me.... all that matters is that I hate life and the people in it....
There are thoughts in my head that make others look dead, there are thoughts in my head that make me want death, there are thoughts in my head that push me to break. Then I take and I take and I take these pills that make me feels so numb. When I take these pills that make me feel numb I cut so deep so deep into my flesh that is already tattered, torn and, scarred. After my high subsides I realize I might die. My wrists hurt like hell and I feel like I have fell to the darkest pits of the universe, so […]
If my life was a video game it would probably be Amnesia: the dark decent because no matter what I do to try to fight back its useless… all I can do is run and hide from all my problems until they subside themselves… but they never do… they just linger around and get worse the longer I hide…. it’s as if I am trapped inside this maze full of my own problems and other peoples problems expecting my help when I can’t even help myself… the monsters in my head just keep ripping at my soul and making it worse… I’m about […]