It’s partly cloudy and chilly. I can see a few stars out there. My time is up. I’m scared and sad but relieved. I wander into the dark woods.
Could be 10 minutes, an hour away maybe. If I do make it, I will be sure to let you all know what happened.
Thank you all for the kind words and support. It really does help. Keep doing helping people fight this before it is too late for them.
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Hang in there please…. I promise things can get better for you just like they did for me… Please stay. Not only you came here for help, but you helped others as well. We need your help. You’re a good person. So I ask… Please stay?
If you are not here anymore then I hope you have found the peace you deserve. If you are, please do let us know. I enjoyed the little talk we had, even if it was just brief. It saddens me that the best people go and the assholes seem to stay alive
My lovely wife committed suicide two years ago, leaving me to raise two babies (1 &3) on my own. I wanted to follow her so badly. I fought, I “tightened up my bootstraps” and held on… So glad I did so – my life is not depressing hell I thought it was going to be. I am blessed. The energy that has got you here today, is the same that can bring you to tomorrow. You KNOW your thoughts are deceiving you – I am confident that in 5, 10, 20 years you too, will be grateful to still be alive.
I wish you were still here. You helped a lot…
Has anyone heard from toxic? 🙁
No…
I’m ok.
My method was fairly successful. Long story short I am seeking help and figuring out what to do next. I’m not anymore happier than I was the night I did it… but I am open to seeing what could happen next.
I won’t disappear from this site though. You guys are awesome.