how could he just leave me stranded when he knew I had nobody else? how does this not hurt him as much as it hurts me?? apparently he didn’t love me enough to stay. all I had was him when everybody else abandoned me. but now he has done the same… he said ” I had gotten to the point where I broke every body, including myself..” ……… okay. that makes a lot of sense! (NOT!) <<<< I just don’t get that?? like how? how do you let go of a broken girl if your broken too. << does that make any sense? idk im just mad. you would think if both people are broken.. then they could help eachother out right? nope! not with him apparently. haha im so pathetic. posting my fucking relationship issues on a suicide site. you didn’t even care that I was depressed or cut. trying to avoid talking to me. when I was all over you. :/ 🙁 :'( I hope you have fun playing the next girl! because when you say ” im sorry I cant do this anymore..” its just going to be another one of our stories. but a different girl…..
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It’s definitely not pathetic to post what’s happening here. That’s a big reason why this site is here… to let people get their thoughts out. Keeping them inside often doesn’t help and can make things worse. I’m sorry that he made the choice that he made… and you’re definitely entitled to have some expectations and be upset. Just don’t let it destroy you. School is a tough environment to be in… and sometimes classmates make things even rougher. Remember that all of life isn’t like school… It’s usually much different… What you’re experiencing now definitely isn’t permanent.
Dear itsnotokaynoelle,
In an older post of your’s i wrote how friends come and go. Not out of malice, just that many times the paths that we share with others is not meant to continue. We all in needs, these needs will be met by others on the road, as you will help others along the way. You are not alone, even if it may feel that way. This community is here for you. Let your emotions flow through your words and try not to let your emotion flow through blood. My apologies i wrote earlier, but the message ran away somewhere…How about we start to fix a broken girl?