I haven’t set a date fully yet, probably sometime in September. I’m going to fly to the Netherlands, spend my last night in the red light district and then die via the helium method. After all my research this seems the most effective method that is widely available. I wish my family could understand why I’m doing this…
Feels less liberating than I thought it would but oh well.
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I’m not sure if the helium method is the way to go or not, but I hope you don’t go through with it. Why is it that you want to die again? if you had posted something on here about it, I apologize that I have either not seen it or have forgotten with my terrible memory. I hope that you don’t go through with it though. It’s guess it’s ok if you wanna go to such places, as long as you don’t try to kill yourself afterwards…
I’m from the Netherlands, hope that you’ll change your mind about willing to die and find the joy of life again when you visit Amsterdam. Hope it inspires you. why do you want do die?