Im miserable beyond words, im the black sheep in my family, my boyfriend broke up with me, my life is in shambles…. No matter what I do, I ruin everything I come in contact with, I dont think theres a light at the end of the tunnel. If there is one I cant see it… Soon there will be another war, the dollar is being devalued and this economy is heading nowhere fast. I tried taking a bottle of sleeping pills which failed horribly, (i slept 3days)…. Does anyone know where/ or who I can buy potassium cyanide? Its supposedly the most peaceful way to go, and my only other option is to sit in my car with a hose to my car(think death of a salesman) … Please somebody
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Sweetie, dont do that. Go to God. He is the only one who will offer you relief. Ask him with all your heart and soul to relieve you from this pain and it will happen! I promise you! Matthew 19:26 says, all things are possible with God. And it is. He loves you! There is a light at the end of the tunnel and its all to do with Jesus.
If you live in California or Texas, or anywhere near Mexico you can go and buy ******** in Mexico(it is completely legal there) and that is the drug they use in Euthanasia for putting down pets or terminally ill people, it is completely peaceful. If you live too far away and can’t afford to fly there like me, then you’ll have to obtain cyanide illegally, which I can’t help you with I’m afraid.
You could try the helium or ******** bag method which is relatively inexpensive, very fast and is considered quite reliable.
Just so you know, carbon monoxide poisoning is very difficult with modern cars.
cyanide was in rat poison…. but i dont condone people killing themselfs, though myself would love to, i cant help but feel like im a ***** cause all the 234745235345 people can survive life but i cant!? *****!
I have some kcn still left with me aprox 50 grams. Mail me at rakesh1_90@hotmail.com
Administrator, please report fucking merchant of death rakesh