What to even say… I don’t know anymore to be honest. Before I knew exactly how to explain how I felt, but now, now I’m not sure anymore. Somedays I’m fine, I get up, get dressed and go straight out the door. But most days, I can’t. I can’t get up. Talk. Even go to the bathroom. I just lie there. Staring at the wall.
I just don’t know anymore. Its like. I don’t know. I just feel so heavy. It’s like there’s a weight in my chest, so much so that it’s even hard to breath.
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I can definitely empathize with your struggles: I try to maintain my optimize and put a good face on for the work day and when I am hanging out with family and friends, but overall it is rather exhausting…and sometimes I just feel as if cannot put on that facade any longer and I cannot find the energy to keep on surviving! It’s a daily…sometimes hourly battle!! Thus I feel for you!
i know the feeling. you become unsure of how to even feel. you can stare at an insignificant thing for hours because its just as good as doing anything else.