Same here, I am alone in my life, no real connections, but when I stop to think about it, there’s only one me, and there will only be one me, and that’s kind of comforting. I’m special enough to only happen once, even with no one. Idk, maybe I’m just crazy, but if so, I like it.
No problem. I know it helps me through a dark day at times. other times it’s alcohol, but I don’t recommend that. just do you, and hey, maybe life will perk up. You may not feel loved, but I think you are. I bet your sisters love you, even if they don’t know your emotional state, and I bet your grandmother does, even if you fight. and if you’re looking outside your familial bakcground for love, nothing helps quite like an open heart and mind.
I hear you. Just came out of another 2 month relationship. seems like everyone sees the shadow of you, not the real you. I beat myself up over it, till I realized I never really showed her who I really was. I was too afraid to “break down my wall” so to speak. I can’t say if it’s the same for you, or if people are just blind, but if you’re a youngun, then your peers probably aren’t the most…. intuitive bunch. You could just be an old soul, in which case, I suggest waiting, because once you’re peers mature a bit, you’re golden 🙂
I’ve just fucked up alot, lol 🙂 how we learn. And it’s a little sad, yes, but I prefer fate. and as to the date, it’s a hazy blur yet, and while I would like to die, I have a long way to go before the plans are even set to be in motion. I wish you the best, and will be on tomorrow, have a good night my friend, and may peace and happiness find you.
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just because we don’t “know” you doesn’t mean we won’t miss you.
aww thanks 😉
Just speaking truth my friend. I don’t know you personally, but I’d love to. You’re important, whether you want to be or not 😉
ya
there are times where i really dont feel it.
Same here, I am alone in my life, no real connections, but when I stop to think about it, there’s only one me, and there will only be one me, and that’s kind of comforting. I’m special enough to only happen once, even with no one. Idk, maybe I’m just crazy, but if so, I like it.
i have never thought of it that way i like it a lot
thanks that makes me feel a little better
No problem. I know it helps me through a dark day at times. other times it’s alcohol, but I don’t recommend that. just do you, and hey, maybe life will perk up. You may not feel loved, but I think you are. I bet your sisters love you, even if they don’t know your emotional state, and I bet your grandmother does, even if you fight. and if you’re looking outside your familial bakcground for love, nothing helps quite like an open heart and mind.
ya i have a open mined and heart thats one thing ppl dont see about me.
and they might but i sure dont feel it or see it at the moment
I hear you. Just came out of another 2 month relationship. seems like everyone sees the shadow of you, not the real you. I beat myself up over it, till I realized I never really showed her who I really was. I was too afraid to “break down my wall” so to speak. I can’t say if it’s the same for you, or if people are just blind, but if you’re a youngun, then your peers probably aren’t the most…. intuitive bunch. You could just be an old soul, in which case, I suggest waiting, because once you’re peers mature a bit, you’re golden 🙂
(and sometimes hidden love is the strongest love there is)
ya. true
wow your really wise lol
it sad that we meet on a suicide site.
i hope u dont do it
I’ve just fucked up alot, lol 🙂 how we learn. And it’s a little sad, yes, but I prefer fate. and as to the date, it’s a hazy blur yet, and while I would like to die, I have a long way to go before the plans are even set to be in motion. I wish you the best, and will be on tomorrow, have a good night my friend, and may peace and happiness find you.
same here
i wish you well.