i’m so fucking bored with life. the same old shit year in and year out of paying bills and struggling
it’s time to leave now and it’s the best decision i can come up with
i must be the only person on here that really won’t be missed by anyone….becasue i don’t know anyone lol
guys, nothing is real in life, it’s all theatre. time is manmade
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you’re leaving because you’re …bored???
yes, bored with the monotony of life. the inability to love, laugh, cry, hope, feel, belong
life is for the living and those that want to live. living and using resources otherwise is an utter waste if you have had enough.
i’m worn out
the last bastion remaining is the self-survival mechanism we all have inside keeping people like me alive but i understand the mechanism and now need to switch it off – it’s not an easy thing to do.
Making plans on what will happen to my few meagre possessions and personal things again is another self-survival mechanism of attachment and deep hidden feeling to remain but the reality is that death is final and whatever i have in my cupboards then will not matter to me because of the finality of the situation.
this life has been a long road, many downs and not many true and wholly ups. At 41 i’ve had a gutful of it – theres people feel like me all over the world and it’s realisation like that which i must hold fast too and see this out to the end and stop my own suffering and continued punishment of a life void of any joy or happiness
peace
totally get u
I know life has been very hard, but there is always hope than life will get better. It definitely can get better, no matter how long you’ve felt this way.
I wish i didn’t have anyone, my family is the only thing holding me back, i dont want to hurt them.