What is the point

I try and be happy but there is nothing to look forward to in life. all I do is screw up and I cant do anything right. so what is the point? I have been trying so hard but I fill like a decrease and that I just run away from everything even when I go head first in to the problem. but I don’t get the point to life I’m just going to die in the end. So where’s the fun in that there is no one that can make me fill like the world is good. all I see now days is badness in the world and I cant get over the fact of everyone I meet is ether mean or don’t care for a word I say. even the person that meant the most to me hates me now and that she will never talk to me. I have tried to talk to her but she just tells me to go away   and that she doesn’t  not ever want to see me again I don’t know what I did but it had to be bad. but I guess like I there nothing to look forward to.