No idea how I just survived nearly three days incredibly suicidal. I am exhausted. Ready to sleep for a few days. How the fuck did I make it yet again. I cried so much my eyes hurt. I am really only here because my cats. They are my furry angels. One is 13 with cancer. She is doing really well. I am mostly her for her because I don’t trust anyone to take care of her or my other little angels.
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I am glad to hear of your ‘furry angels’, StillLost. I know what you mean. Mine is 17 and a bit deaf though otherwise in pretty good health. I’ll be lost without her…she alone watches over me.
I hope we get to 17, too! One furry baby passed away 12/25/11 (Christmas will never be the same) of a rare viral infection. He was only 8. Very torn. He is waiting for me and I want to be with him but I have my babies here… so hard. I am lost without them too.