How can I be alive if I’m barely breathing? I’m lying on the cold floor and trying to cry, but no tears are coming out. You’ve made me lose my mind. You broke my heart, drained my tears and destroyed my soul. For what? Is it that nice to hurt someone? To wreck a perfectly normal girl? Huh? Does it make you feel better about yourself? Does it help with your self esteem? Tell me, darling. Make me understand why you did this to me. It’s all I want. To know why. Then I can die in peace. I’m begging you. Tell me what I did so bad to deserve this. I never hurt anyone. I was a perfectly normal girl, I was happy, I was proud of myself, I wasn’t ashamed of my body. I was perfectly fine with everything. But then you had to appear. You fucked me up, making me fall for you. And now you left me like I’m a piece of shit. Well, thanks to you, that’s what I consider myself. Oh, but don’t worry. I will die. And I will be free of any problem. But you? You will spend the rest of your life knowing you turned your back when I needed you. That because of you an innocent girl took away her life. Knowing that the girl who loved you more than the sun loved the moon died because you decided to ruin everything about her. I hope you’re damn proud of yourself. I hope you’ll sleep better knowing that I’ not their anymore.
But most of all, I hope I never leave your mind. I hope my soul will haunt your heart forever. Because, even though you’re the reason I am no more, I still love you. And it hurts me like hell. So yes, I don’t want you to forget me. Because I surely won’t forget you.
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It can be like that Flavia and it’s hard and you know you wouldn’t do that to them. Why indeed. Don’t know how to take away your pain other than say that I hope someone better comes along who can heal your wounds.
I hope that the person who’s supposed to come along comes here faster, because I don’t know how much longer I can take all this