Alone

I feel so alone. My parents are in another country and my friends are far away. My new friends here with me always leave to see their families. I’m really all alone. I have no one to reach out to. No one that could help me and ease my pain and my lonelyness. I want to keep hurting myself as punishment of being weak minded. But my boyfriend will see it. He doesn’t know how messed up I really am mentaly. Telling him might mean losing him. I just want to end it. My self hatred is really too much to bear.