This is my 3 rd time on this site. I look back at my posts and they are about my ex.
You broke my heart and I hadn’t wept any tears just feeling, movement and thoughts. Today I finally cried it had emotion, pain and anger the 3 things you need for a successful cry. You broke my heart and the worst thing is, is how we still talk after all that. My hand is still broken, the pain of the tear in my skin or is it the bulge I have on my middle fingers knuckle? No I didn’t hit her. I walked away and whilst walking away I got increasingly angry and hit a wall 1,2,3,4,5,6 times before I stop I just see white I have blanked out and next thing I’m in the men’s toilets with blood dripping down my torn, wounded hand. red with blood and blue with bruise I still couldn’t cry. Not even pain since Thursday ( the day this happened ) now its Wednesday that’s almost an entire week of no pain even from my wreak of a hand.
You broke me into a million pieces and I’m never going to be fixed they say I’m never going to feel my middle finger again that’s how I will always remember you.
~Ryan~