when i wake up in the moring im always still sleepy. When i get out of bed and walk around doing what i need to do im doing alright. When that one spot hit me, i feel depress, wanting to cry, and ready to kill myself. I dont need pills cause i take more then what i really need. I got in trouble for the things i wrote and been send to the guidence counsler. I found out that that really didnt work at all. Mine mom talk to me and that didnt help at all. Why am i such a failure? I can never be truely happy. I dont even deserve to live anymore. I dont have the self-confidence to tell that one person i like them. And i doubt he would ever date me. Why would anyone want to? So many questions for even i cant find the right responds too. Nothing i can do is right. I just… dont know what to do with myself anymore. I could try crying, but… i really don’t know. Maybe suicide is another option… but even if i did. Does that slove or answer any one of mine questions? :c
3 comments
ur not a failure no mattr wat and maybie if u giv it a try that guy might date u u never know
if im strong enough v- v but i can never do it…
u can dont be scared of rejection i cant realy say cuz im scared of that to but i knw u can 🙂