Any other natural methods aside from carbon monoxide poisoning(charcoal burning in a sealed room(didn’t work))?
Im 21 male from the Phil, Baguio City…
Overdosing on OTC drugs seems a long way to go, and will experience excruciating pain(I tried halfway)…
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Hello
leaving your request aside. what is troubling you or making you this depressed ? Our wish would be to provide constructive and not destructive help.
let us know
regards
Wow parehas tayo, Im not expecting fellow-filipino to be here, and we are actually 2 hours away by bus ride I’m from Pangasinan, 22 years old male, I’ve been thinking of suicide via CO poisoning too… but I’m not yet ready. Pero I strongly believe I will die at my own hands…
Super depress lang talaga ako, I’ve been like this since I can remember, I live with domineering parents all my life, loner, I have no confidence with myself…. Gosh I’ve been contemplating suicide since H.S.
Hindi nag-work ang charcoal-burning in a sealed room? Kung okay lang na itanong ko sayo, Kailan mo toh ginawa?
Hey guys. I’m part filipina so I understand Tagalog and could speak part of it. I know how you guys are feeling. Sakit na Sakit sa dibdib ko. Wala akong kwenta dito sa mundo.
@iphrit @Moe Hello filipino peeps.. No hablo Tagalog lol. I can only understand/pick up some parts. I’m in PI for another month. I’m hoping to be gone before I get back to the US. How far are you guys from Manila? Do you use yahoo messenger? I’m sending you a chat request/email.
@girl Hi, friend! You awake? Get on ym.. I have another plan lol..
Hello girl interrupted, kung okay lang na itanong ko sa iyo… paano mo nasabi na nahihirapan ka na? anung mga dahilan? at nag-attempt ka na ba minsan?
Honestly ayokong mag-encourage sa bagay na ‘to. I don’t want blood on my hands…. I think it’s more of a personal choice like a surgery, you have your own informed consent you know very well the risk involved specially to thoes who are gonna be left behind.
Life sucks, some days I wanna live life just to see what’s gonna happen next, some days I feel that it’s pointless and stucked in a dead end.
Me I’m like 6 hours far from Manila why?
Curious.. what are the “touristy” places to go here?? lol.. I’ve been here for a month and have gone absolutely nowhere. My cousins are finally here so I can finally go around now. I know of one resort that my mom wants to go to and I might to to Beuracy*spelling?*.
Btw.. holy cow, there’s a crazy thunder storm here.. is it raining where you are? omg I’m wanna go on the roof to get struck. Our building is 50stories high.. AHHAHAHAHhhh
you mean Boracay? IDK I was never in a mood to seek touristy places there… Palawan island is great though lots of white sand beaches and other “touristy” stuff.
We were all supposed to go there this week, actually. Didn’t happen..
No its just cloudy… you wanna get struck by kidlat? LOL you crazy…. I prefer jumping, that’s an opportunity right? being in a tall building…. If you don’t write again I assume you died already.
I wish!!! I can’t tho 🙁 I can’t say why.. I’m already writing too many details online. FACK..
@iphrit plz delete my last comments on this post.. I don’t want any details of myself traced on this site.
Tali there’s only two things I can tell you “Don’t Jump, Don’t Drown” okay? I hope things will be better for you, I really do.
I wish you well.
Ok, I’ll crash ; )
Nope.. I’m stuck 🙁 Hope the same with you though..
LOL! I really wish you’d be fine!
Me too but that’s quite impossible. I really wish I were dead!
So I cannot convince you out from dying am I?
I don’t wanna feel hypocrite but as much as I feel akward saying this; it’s like I want to tell you “I want you to live, never mind me”….
Crazy how life works, there are only two things I need so I can appreciate life but unfortunately it’s not meant to be for me. So I ended uo with this decision, it’s crazy because I’ve been thinking about this for years the only thing kept me is school.
Haha it’s ok.. I try to convince others out of it too. A lot of us do. Some people have the most ridiculous reasons though, it pisses me off. That’s one reason why I stopped coming by here. I get annoyed by petty things because there are others who have it so much worse.. but of course in their head, it’s the end of the world. I’d trade places with them in a heartbeat! I on the other hand, am truly fucked for life 🙁 Nothing can convince me out of it. I can’t go into detail.. it’s pointless.
Oh I definitley get your drift! Well-said! In my case waves after waves of bad circumstances altered my life. So I’m not doing this just because I broke a nail. Too bad is just that I just finished college with all thoes hard work will go to drain. But I dont regeret it.
If this was my thread and I can delete it, I’d tell you what a deep shit hole I’m in. You’re lucky to finish college. I’m a failure! From what you have already told me, I know you have so much.. I’m jealous. I’d rather be you. Don’t doooo it.
I have a batch mate from New Jersey she told me she went to college here because a book in US can cover the entire semester, school is affordable here in American standard, that’s why middle-class from US, Korea, India study here. You can just imagine the expenses in US compared here, it’s cheaper. I took a college course I NEVER WANTED, because my relatives insisted, you know the culture here parents play a big role in your life even if your an adult.
And bro it doesn’t matter the material things in life, I know you know that… Fulfillment is difficult to find in my life, because of things I rather not tell here.
But thank you for your concern I really appreciate it. Please don’t think of yourself as a failure, don’t be jealous my life is empty. Aren’t we both jealous of others who are happy? I assume we feel the same.
hey guys! oh, I can relate to domineering parents too!! (not from Phillipines, I’m from Europe..) My parents influenced my choice of study too and I made some bad decisions after uni too.. Mostly that I CAME BACK HOME!! yikes
We only argue now, and for stupid things too.. or they leave me totally alone, and just when I think things will finally get better – bam! again…
I think it’s difficult to accept that our crazy (and possibly highly neurotic/concerned/anxious/spoilt) parents actually uhh, love us, yikes… They can have VERY strange ways of showing it!! sigh…
Due to anxiety and some other factors not sure how earning my own money and living on my own (again) would work… There are lots of people in this situation though.. so I think the older generation will have to come to grips with reality too.. Times of ‘easy jobs for a lifetime’ and ‘cheap real estate/easy morgages’ that they had – well, times have changed… I think some of our parents are just in denial still… Some ‘boomers’ themselves admit they have been ‘spoilt’ already…
Check if there are any organisations or online sites/books that could help you… There are social anxiety forums and help for depression etc.
There’s advice/help online for recent college graduates too… it’s not an easy time yup… just google a bit… Anything you’ve been having troubles with, there are probably other people going through this that can help and share what they learnt on the journey too!!
Also, you could always study something else later? (Maybe even could get a scholarship or free ways of finding that knowledge?) And maybe you could do some of that stuff you’re interested in even without ‘official’ education – many people do!! Just ‘wing it’!! Or maybe you could volunteer doing what you like etc?
((hugs)) to you all and take care!!