my life was good when i was little. i am 13 years old now. my mom is an alcoholic and i don’t see her anymore. she used to beat me and my sister and my brother, and tell us we are worthless and her drinking problem is all our faults. my dad took us away from her, then i was diagnosed to ptsd, a stress disorder. i hate acting happy, and i feel so alone. i kinda think this isn’t going to help me at all, but i need to try it because i ran out of options and I’m really close to ending life. i feel so worthless and useless, so thats my story. the usual messed up teenager with bad grades that gets caught by the cops..
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natrose,
Sorry about your situation, be careful hang out with more positive role models and friends, messing with cops just makes things worst, you have a few years to go before your truly on your own, work on that and be ready to fly the coop! 🙂 AND NOT institutionalize. that would really fix your wagon!
I understand your pain. Most of us are here because of the pain we have inside that just won’t go away. I would be a big hypocrite if I would try to talk anyone out of feeling suicidal. All I can say is please look up the statistics on suicide attempts before you consider it any further. The majority of attempts don’t even get reported. From the ones that do, only a small fraction are successful. The rest end up injured or sick. Some have permanent injuries or brain damage. Especially with young people. Some get institutionalized. Please consider the risks first.