I’ve been depressed for a while, and it’s been an up and down thing. Lately, I’ve been extremely stressed, and I’ve been on edge,. My boyfriend is depressive and schizophrenic and has been on edge along with most of the people in my environment. Long story short, after a few sequences of inconvenient events, I’ve decided I want to kill myself. And not in a sporatic depressive episode, but in a more organized form. The only thing holding me back is that I was told that If I killed myself, my other would too and I couldn’t stand that. Although it on occasion becomes my motivation. I’ve planned out how I want to die, and it’s with a combination of Benzos/Painkillers/sleeping pills, how much do You think would be necessary to kill a 115 lb 16 yo and how much would it all cost?
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Isn’t funny how up and down depression can be?
While I have no idea about amounts, I’ll i’ve heard is pills rarely work.
In the meantime keep your stick on the ice, and your fingers on the keyboard!
I’d love to hear more.
While ODing on pills can possibly kill you at the right amounts, it is by far the least lethal out of all the major suicide methods. If I remember correctly, only about 3-4% of the people that try actually succeed. And yet it’s still a popular method, mostly because it makes a good suicide gesture.
What people don’t realize is that when you survive, you leave yourself open to a lot of complications. I posted a detailed comment a couple of nights ago about what you can expect post-failed attempt. Try to look it up if you’re interested.
Your fucking 16 you have your whole life to live for . It sounds to me like a typical teenage girl that you are taking your relationship with your boyfriend to seriously . He sounds unstable and not a good influence in your life . Everything in your life could change in a week for better , do you really want to give up your only chance at this wonderful but hard existence over trivial issues ?
Sorry I am coming off judgmental but I strongly discourage somebody in your situation to do what you want to do.
The combination of pills might kill you , but it might also cause you some brain damage and not actually kill you from lack of oxygen. Maybe then you will see what real problems are like
You have no right to judge her. She needs help.
-You need to talk with someone. Suicide isnt an answer. I know its hard, but it may get better. Now you are young. There is plenty of good stuff that you wont experience. Stay strong.
And please at least for me talk to your parents about what your going through
zekabear123 ,
Gee, couldn’t tell you? 16? oh that’s hurts my soul! so young! I believe youngsters see it first, then grow out of it, and learn to fight!