I’m just so tired of being lonely, I feel like Im already dead as I don’t exist at all. People only remember me when they need something. They have my number but yet only call and text me when they want something. Everyone ignores me. I can’t take it anymore, I wish I was dead. I’m tired of this cruel and unfair world..My depression is at the point where I can’t take it anymore. There is no meaning of life to me and nobody cares about me, what’s the point. All I can say is that being lonely for several years is painful and suffering, my loneliness caused me depression and from depression to suicidal thoughts.
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I know how you feel. I’m depressed and all alone apart from my mum who lives with me. I have no friends and when I became unwell I lost my job with all my work friends and moved countries to go home and all my friends have grown up and moved on now. Pretty unbearable so I drink alone. Sux
i can feel your loneliness. I am also tired of this world.
I have been lonely right from childhood. It used to be a painful feeling but I worked with my imagination and created my friends? my sports teams? my political parties and had a lot of fun with them? until I matured. I knew they are not real life but what matters is enjoying your life? isnt it? Now that I‘m beyond my youth and still lonely….. I look back to those young days spent in solitude. My suggestion is to try something different – use ur imagination- no matter how strange it would seem.
I think I get what you feel as I often feel I don’t exist either.
I’m also isolated & don’t have any family anywhere near me.
This really gets to me.
I don’t mean to go on about me, but it feels like I don’t have anyone I can really tell how I feel.
It sounds similar for you.
A pointless life, so hard, like no-one really cares about you when you desperately want some to care about you.
Not as a partner, but someone, almost anyone who makes you feel you’re worth something to them.
I don’t know about you, but no-one truly understands the immense pain that goes with these thoughts & that makes life feel even worse & so much more unhappy.
This site is very site. The loneliness and despair, there is not a person who cares. Its true people ring when they want something.