Why is it when I always feel better and “happy” something goes wrong .. I usually hate school because the people there, but then i also hate being in the house where i sleep I don’t even call hit home, because it feels nothing like it .. suicidal thoughts ? yeah ..
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i think that you just need to find something that makes you feel happy. life is hard and people are dicks. and it is ok to be depressed and not know why but life works in mysterious ways, just try to be positive.
even if it is really hard it’s possible.
I know, I know its okay.. but I don’t know what makes me happy anymore. I used to be so cheerful, happy until I realized.. wtf. It really hit my life hard and now I’ve been suffering for years now. I want to be happy and able to smile and it being real. I just, need something different and knew in my life.