It’s been awhile since my last post. Damn, I was.. 16? I’m 18 now and things aren’t looking quite as bright. I’m more mature, yes, but.. My grandfather died an awful death. Stage 4 cancer. I got to watch him suffer, scream and plead for death then die. My Grandmother also has stage 4 and my OTHER grandmother just was diagnosed with stage 1 breast cancer. My two great-uncles passed away, along with a great aunt.. Plus my dog, Charm, and my Cat, Jarro also passed away..
(The fuck is with all this death?)
This has my my family go even more batshit crazy, and, in the midst of this I’m turning 18, getting out of school and, in a month or two, I’m moving out. I can’t take it at home anymore. I can’t stand this mess. They drink and scream and act like fucking idiots and it’s such a stress to just live and be. They’re so incredibly strict it’s difficult to find a job or do most anything that requires leaving the house.. That piled with the stress from my GED study and math issues.. It’s a lot.
The thing is I’m moving in with a friend’s parents, and I don’t know how to explain that to them without it turning into a fight. Any suggestions? It might be a fight nonetheless.. I have no idea.