I seriously mess up so much. I make all these mistakes. Everyone thinks I am annoying and makes fun of my body. I hate myself and I just feel so alone. and everyone tells me all this bull on how I should be happy and stop being “ungrateful”. cant you see im depressed? i always go to suicide as a way to get away from everything but i can never do it, but i want to so badly. no one understands me and i just want to die so badly. I want to feel wanted and wish my friends didnt just leave me or that people just liked me for once. i just wish i could be happy. I have all these family problems and friend problems and no one likes me and i just sit in my room and listen to sad music all night crying. i am a very deep person and i just feel different. ive self harmed and all and i just wanna run away from my life. i really just want to go to sleep and never wake up. can anyone relate?
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Hello Em.123
Im in the same situation as you are,i just want to die in sleep as allmost everybody here,i am so tired of life at just 27
My childhood was never great,my 20’s were not so great either and above everything i think different than others,and i have some other very personal reasons to want to die
To many to tell but we are taking about you here
So,i have an advice for you.Ignore all those people who are laughing at your body,etc
Just ignore them.
I was a skinny guy when i was a kid, i still am,they did the same,they laughed at me they saw me as a inferior person to them,but growing up i got smarter than them,and now i have a different problem,now they envy me
Please ignore this people,because this people pull you off,this people will never let you ”grow”
I dont know your age,i know it happens allot when you are younger,because this is how it is,young kids are stupid but some of them will remain the same,when they grow up they will bitching all day,during coffes,etc.They dont grow up
Ignore this people and allways look for friends who are smarter than you,for 2 reasons:
1 You learn to act smart
2 They dont envy you
Try not to isolate yourself but if you need to deal with this kind of people all day everywere,its better to be by yourself
I really cant say nothing else about how can you get better because i dont know how to make you better
Everybody has his own mind,i cant get into your mind to see how you think so maybe i could help.And i dont want to say something like:Everything will be allright (i hate that and i guess you hate it to)
I just wanted to give a advice about this issue,please take it serious and stay away from this fools
Yes. And honestly, I don’t have any advise, or help, or cure to give you. I’m sorry. I would say to keep going, stick it out, because things get better, but they don’t always. All that really happens is one day you wake up and start seeing things differently. Some people call it an epiphany, but really its just trying to figure out another way to survive more efficiently. People will always try to hurt you, but some people are the ones worth staying around to be hurt by. You’ve just got to wait for them to come in your life. I’m sorry, this doesn’t really help. Don’t kill yourself, sometimes waiting is the best thing to do when nothing is left. I hope you find peace, whatever you do.
Life is about making mistakes, it’s how you learn
I read your post again so i suppose you are more younger than me
So,if you allow me please take this advice as well
Try to find love in everything,love and not material things
Try to find people who love other people,even if they are under your social class
Find kind people even if they dont know to play same games as you,or even if they dont dress well,etc
Find love and live in love because this is the truth,everything else is just others people imagination
I hope you get better and if you consider to end your life here think at your family and i dont want to go into religion with this (im not very religious)but i would think as well if a God exists,i dont think he will like what you did,you ruined his game
Just think about this 2 things before going
Thank you so much half_dead1 you really helped me out and i can relate to you a lot. thank you for caring about me and spending so much time to write that i appreciate it. and thank you also @Quiet it really means a lot.