I’m just like sitting here. Just sitting on my bed and thinking about all the things I should do, but I don’t want to move. I don’t have the motivation to do anything. Every other sentence in my head is “What’s the point, I should just kill myself.” I mean I don’t want to do anything, I feel lifeless. It’s not like anyone wants me, I don’t even want me.
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As I often tell people on here, you still have breath, so you still have purpose. Why do you not want to do anything at all? You can still do anything with your life; it can be anything as seemingly “insignificant” as learning to quilt Nintendo characters onto a blanket and selling them on ebay as originals. Learning a new skill may seem overwhelming at first, but that’s because people don’t know how to break it down and to take just enough steps at a time and keep at it. (People get overwhelmed and intimidated by the big picture and see others at level 100 already, when that’s not where they need to start and to put enough effort with enough patience.) Again, why don’t you want to do anything? Just take a small step at a time. Nobody wants you? I’ve found that a lot of times, we aren’t where we are needed, that is why we find ourselves without a place and purpose. Go where you are needed. Best wishes.
I’m feeling the same way today. Can’t even get motivated to continue putting my plan into action.