So…

I’m testing tomorrow to graduate, sure it’s with a GED, but it’s more than I’ve ever expected to do in life.

Like I’ve said before, I never imagined living past a certain age… But to be turning 17 next month, and to be graduating this month… It feels so unreal. I’ve already been asked so many times what I plan to major in, but honestly I’m not sure what I want to do with a life I didn’t even want to keep. I want to make a difference, I really do, but I’m just one person y’know? and I don’t know exactly how I’m going to do it. I feel like if I don’t make a big enough mark, when I do eventually pass on… What was the point of all of this? All of this pain, and all of the times I fought with myself to keep myself alive, all of the bullshit that everyone has put me through… What’s the point if I don’t help change anything?

Anyways, wish me luck… I really need it.

I love you guys, and even if it’s been said a thousand times before; stay strong. Not just for me, for yourself. Let’s prove ourselves and others wrong together. I feel like maybe we can make it after all.