My life doesn’t matter. I’m the ugliest person in the world so I don’t matter for shit. Guys have their fucking choice to cherry pick from the entire population of the earth and if you’re born with a vagina and don’t have the body frame to ever weigh 80 lbs as an adult, you might as well fucking kill yourself because no man will ever choose you.
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i’d totally copulate with ya…….Maya angelou saiz ‘may god help you if you are an ugly girl, but the pretty also have their thorns…..bc ev’ry body harbors a secret hatred for the prettiest girl in the room’ suffice to say, on either side of the coin, copper tastes like blood, we are all fated- fat skinny plain anxiety ridden, plot driven, to return from whence our suffering delivers us unto, (spoiler alert, not jebus) like a bad penny….it’s a lonely spiral days nights, nights days….insomnia has 4 syllables, and i’m a monosyllabic sheepish woolf
Well there are guys who go for various body types, including obese. The way I look it is through statistics-the more you fit the ‘ideal’ the more men would be interested in you. If you don’t fit that mold, then your chances become smaller. So your options are to change your body to fit the mold or to look for men into your body type.
In my case I’m biologically male but want to transition to female. So my opportunities with men/women will decrease (I’m bisexual also) because being a TS is less accepted right now than being one or the other gender-though for some it’s a fetish.
I’d say we’re in a similar boat-even right now as a guy it’s difficult for me to get a pretty girl (though fortunately some do show interest). However trying to find my ‘dream girl’ is hard-I don’t fit the ideal male mold either. I’m also overweight-but working on getting back into shape again.
You’re not as badly off as you might think. But if you are going for that 120lb body, then you’ll have to work very hard to get there-other obese women have pulled it off, just takes discipline and will power. Now just imagine the challenge I face in shedding my male frame to have a feminine physique, then to pass as a girl. Luckily I’m sort of a girlish looking guy-so it’ll be easier for me to transition than if I looked very masculine.
Unfortunately I’m built like a tank. There’s only a short stocky former power lifter under the weight I gained when my spine wad torn up and u couldn’t get up for several months. I’m biologically female but with a male bone structure. No one ever looked further than the x-rays. I got myself a DNA test so I know I’m straight up XX and nothing wierd. But I’ve been told my skeletal structure is more male looking and I’ve been told my lean weight is 180. I’m not made to be as small as men want a girl to be. Even before I had any idea you could declare yourself another gender, I lifted weights before my back injury and loved that I could lift massive amounts like the men in the strongest man competitions. I don’t have the frame, the genes, or the looks to be what men want. I couldn’t have ever gotten a husband if I had never had the back injury and could have stayed on an active & atheletic path. My face looks a lot like my grandma’s youngest sister and she is a smaller woman but we have the same round face with round features and round noses and eyes too close together. Men don’t like that. Men really seem to love the faces I find ugly, all the horse faced dime a dozen girls with the big Beavis & Butt-Head mouths.
That’s the wrong reason to want death put up a picture of yourself let me reassure you
I am a fat guy that’s out of shape and sloppy…. damn I think all that matters is getting back in shape and “fitting the mould”, it sucks but hey… it’s a daunting task and it kills me inside knowing there’s no way around it… you just have to love your body… you put up a picture of you on here some weeks ago…and I find it safe to say that you are far from disgusting
The only 80 lb females I’ve known were children….
“guys have their choice to cherry pick from the entire population” um hello modern world! Guys aren’t the only factor here, they don’t look at a girl say ‘this one’ and POOF! he gets her. The majority of women are average looking and weigh above that impossible number, and their love-lives do just fine.
The only thing ugly about you is this constant self-degrading mindset you’re stuck in.
Please stop quoting the 80lbs figure! It terrifies me!
I don’t mean to be rude but I think every single thing you said was wrong. I know someone you like doesn’t like you and has a different type, but that doesn’t mean that nobody will like you. It doesn’t mean that you’re ugly. Even if you were, it doesn’t mean you don’t matter or no one would want to be with you. Not everybody has that type, and not everyone is as focused on looks. But there’s nothing wrong with your looks, and you already know that other people like you. Don’t let the situation with one person give you such a warped view of yourself.
If you’re in pain and ranting then PLEASE IGNORE MY COMMENT. I’m in pain and ranting too.
But on the off chance that you actually believe some of the things you wrote, this is for you. Newsflash, the world doesn’t revolve around looks. Attractive people, even “80 lb” people, whatever that means, suffer from just as much psychological shit as anyone. Rape, abuse, worthlessness, disease, social anxiety, rage, depression and suicide hit everyone, no matter what you look like or how much money is in your bank account or even how many people love you.
And also, no guy or girl has “the fucking choice to cherry pick from the entire population”. Human beings, especially women despite how you’ve portrayed them, are more than prizes to be won by the best looking people. We’re all fucked. Salvation eludes us because we’re fucked. Not because we’re ugly or poor or loveless. We’re just the unlucky 0.3% of the population that’s fucked.