Youll stop crying at some point. It may take 10 minutes 10 hours or 10 days but youll eventually stop. I know it hurts a lot. We all do. We’ll all probably post something just like this. But you’re a beautiful human being. Please dont die.
jano.11 please stay strong. I know you are strong. You know you are strong. You’ve come a long way, just to give up now and let him win. Remember you are not alone. There is a bright future ahead, I can assure you. There are plenty of people who can help you find it. Are you able to talk to your parents about how you feel or have they not been supportive.
maybe im not really goin to die right now ,, but im thinking about it strongly,, eventhough i like to be hopeful and strong sometimes weakness gets me into a sad day like this one ,,, day of hoping to die to just get rest .
After everything you have been through it is no wonder you are exhausted and wish for rest from the emotional turmoil. You have been through so much and none of it was your fault. It might take a lot of tears and sad days to heal from it all but you can do it. You deserve to live and be happy. Stay strong, Jano. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to want to give up. Just don’t end it all.
You’re not alone in the way you are thinking. Many of us here can relate to having strong feelings of hopelessness to the point of wanting to end it. Have you spoken to your doctor about how you feel. They will be able to put you in contact with the right people to get you through these difficult times, whether thats therapy, meds, or just having someone to talk to face to face. Just remember on those bad days, you are never so alone that you have NOONE to talk to. We will be here.
No lovely, you do not have to die. That person was an abomination. He deserves all the suffering he inflicted upon you.
You got out of that environment, at least give yourself some time to let those chains you left with rust away. You owe yourself that chance. I know… I know that those memories will be carried with you, and I know how horrendous that is. And I know that sometimes, even if you give it everything and you struggle for so long they can still get the better of you, and you end up falling. But there’s also people who come out on top, who make it through the past and discard it for a better future.
At least give yourself the chance. Talk about what happened, or at least write it down, search out others stories. There was one lovely person who used to frequent this site that I never had the honor to meet, butterflybae. She struggled and went through a lot, and she made it through so much. She eventually left this world of her own accord, the darkness was too much, but she still managed to gain some good memories for herself. Even if you get overcome as well, you should give tomorrow a chance. This is the page that was posted here, that has a link to butterflybae’s entire story. link-http://suicideproject.org/2015/08/the-life-and-legacy-of-butterflybae/
Even at your ‘weak’ moments, you are still strong, jano. 11. If you didn’t feel the way you did, you wouldn’t be human.
I don’t even know you but I would make you soup. That’s not a trivial thing, BTW. Last time I made soup I burned up a crock pot and frightened a cat so badly she peed on my hat.
he is happy living a great live with another girl while this day is the 10th day since i ran .. he doesnt remember anything of what he have done to me and doesnt regret it ,, he never thinks about it or about me i heard about him how happy he is how great his live is going just after 10 days … its all killing me why am i cryin why he is happy why i am dying here when he is still laughing there like he used to laugh at me ,, im soo angry and i dont know what to say more
I don’t know where you live, but what he did should be a crime. He shouldn’t be able to get away with it and carry on with no weight on his shoulders. But what matters more than him being happy is you being in pain. When it’s this bad, I’d surround yourself with things to distract you – talk to people, maybe sit and watch stupid videos that used to make you laugh. Anything that makes it hurt less, even for a second.
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I hope not
There’s another solution, jano.11… You don’t have to die.
Can you tell me why you have to die today?
Hi Sunflower. I just want to let you know that you can see people’s previous posts by clicking on their name on their post (by the date).
Thank you. Yes I discovered that this morning. It is helping to read back stories.
becouse I’m cryin and I can’t stop
Youll stop crying at some point. It may take 10 minutes 10 hours or 10 days but youll eventually stop. I know it hurts a lot. We all do. We’ll all probably post something just like this. But you’re a beautiful human being. Please dont die.
i have nothing to live for no one cares if i am alive or not no one cares no one will notice no body knows me no body wants me
Hi, jano.11…
There are people, including here, who care about you. What’s happening?
You are here with me right now. For the time it took to post this you cared enough about yourself to find this site.
jano.11 please stay strong. I know you are strong. You know you are strong. You’ve come a long way, just to give up now and let him win. Remember you are not alone. There is a bright future ahead, I can assure you. There are plenty of people who can help you find it. Are you able to talk to your parents about how you feel or have they not been supportive.
maybe im not really goin to die right now ,, but im thinking about it strongly,, eventhough i like to be hopeful and strong sometimes weakness gets me into a sad day like this one ,,, day of hoping to die to just get rest .
We can be your strength today. Stay safe, dear. We all care. 🙂 You’re not alone in this.
Perfectly said. I send hugs and love your way, friend.
After everything you have been through it is no wonder you are exhausted and wish for rest from the emotional turmoil. You have been through so much and none of it was your fault. It might take a lot of tears and sad days to heal from it all but you can do it. You deserve to live and be happy. Stay strong, Jano. It’s okay to cry. It’s okay to want to give up. Just don’t end it all.
You’re not alone in the way you are thinking. Many of us here can relate to having strong feelings of hopelessness to the point of wanting to end it. Have you spoken to your doctor about how you feel. They will be able to put you in contact with the right people to get you through these difficult times, whether thats therapy, meds, or just having someone to talk to face to face. Just remember on those bad days, you are never so alone that you have NOONE to talk to. We will be here.
No lovely, you do not have to die. That person was an abomination. He deserves all the suffering he inflicted upon you.
You got out of that environment, at least give yourself some time to let those chains you left with rust away. You owe yourself that chance. I know… I know that those memories will be carried with you, and I know how horrendous that is. And I know that sometimes, even if you give it everything and you struggle for so long they can still get the better of you, and you end up falling. But there’s also people who come out on top, who make it through the past and discard it for a better future.
At least give yourself the chance. Talk about what happened, or at least write it down, search out others stories. There was one lovely person who used to frequent this site that I never had the honor to meet, butterflybae. She struggled and went through a lot, and she made it through so much. She eventually left this world of her own accord, the darkness was too much, but she still managed to gain some good memories for herself. Even if you get overcome as well, you should give tomorrow a chance. This is the page that was posted here, that has a link to butterflybae’s entire story. link-http://suicideproject.org/2015/08/the-life-and-legacy-of-butterflybae/
Even at your ‘weak’ moments, you are still strong, jano. 11. If you didn’t feel the way you did, you wouldn’t be human.
thank you for the sweet words and the link …
I don’t even know you but I would make you soup. That’s not a trivial thing, BTW. Last time I made soup I burned up a crock pot and frightened a cat so badly she peed on my hat.
I was still wearing the hat.
he is happy living a great live with another girl while this day is the 10th day since i ran .. he doesnt remember anything of what he have done to me and doesnt regret it ,, he never thinks about it or about me i heard about him how happy he is how great his live is going just after 10 days … its all killing me why am i cryin why he is happy why i am dying here when he is still laughing there like he used to laugh at me ,, im soo angry and i dont know what to say more
I don’t know where you live, but what he did should be a crime. He shouldn’t be able to get away with it and carry on with no weight on his shoulders. But what matters more than him being happy is you being in pain. When it’s this bad, I’d surround yourself with things to distract you – talk to people, maybe sit and watch stupid videos that used to make you laugh. Anything that makes it hurt less, even for a second.
im tryin my best .. but sometimes i just fall
I understand.