I am losing control, I am losing myself, I have held on to me for so long, but my grasp of reality is slipping, I feel it, with every word that is spoken to me, with every look that’s given, I fall more, I lose myself more, I am drifting back to that pool of sadness that last time almost ate me whole.
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I’m so sorry. I know what a terrible feeling that is. Did anything in particular help you out of it last time?
I’ve experienced something like this a few times and I know how devastating it can feel. Like Trix asked, is there something that helped you when you previously dealt with a lot of sadness?
OMFG it must be the super moon because I’m in the same boat as you are. I’m so sorry to hear this. Like Trix and distant said…what helped last time?