It’s over.
I won’t deny it
I’m so sorry
I hurt you
I did so many things
Not all of them good
You have every right
You should
I never said sorry
I’m so afraid
I’m so sorry
I can’t leave
I wish you happiness
Everything I couldn’t give
All I ever tried
Every little part of me
They all died
I wish could understand
I wish I could be yours
And You could be mine
You’re beautiful
I’m ugly
On the inside
You are free
Please don’t cry
Please don’t say goodbye
But most of all
Don’t you lie
And say you want
To see me tomorrow
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I know those aren’t the lyrics, but this song is the most accurate description I have of how I feel besides what I wrote. I really screwed up this time guys, and I don’t think I can fix it. I’ll be here tomorrow, and the day after that, and every day after that. All I can say is I’m so sorry for all I’ve done, and I’d give anything to see you again. I never said this to your face, I had to say it through my writing. But I love you. I’m so damn sorry I can’t even express it. Maybe if it weren’t for all I’ve done this could have worked, but it’s too late for maybes.
This is very sad, you express very well your feelings.
There was a person in my life that hurt me as much as you have described. And I have pardoned him. The do not lose your hope. I do not know what did you did so wrong. But do not judge yourself so bad. I know it is possible to recover from the hard times in our life.
Thank you. I’m just on a sad song bender right now, and today I finally woke up. I realized that there’s not a chance in hell of her ever returning my feelings or talking to me again. I understand this sounds unbearably pessimistic, but sometimes pessimism and realism are the same thing
You are right on that too. Sometime we have to wake up on reality, even so we can wake up in totally different world. I waited almost 6 years for a miracle, like, I am sorry for what I did to you, I truly love you, I am here for you. I waited for a little note, for a beautiful letter, I waited for him because I believed what we felt it was more real than real. But he never reappeared. he chose the silence and the lies. He chose his life far from me.
Can I say is to late? No idea. Can some day he talk to me again, like he has done before? Maybe, he has my email after all. But I do not believe he will never do it and I am not longer waiting for him. Do I will be happy to know about him? Maybe, but this is not a guarantee, we get tired sometime, there are a time and a moment for everything. Do I miss him? Yes, very much.
Sometimes life just go on, some people come, others go. But those who stay are the one that we should preserve.
Why to keep thinking in a person that never have a thought of you? Sometimes we do it. But we have to open our eyes in reality as you say. Life go on.
This entire album is awesome. Thank you for sharing. He’s a little heavy on the eye makeup in this video. (smirk)
Sadly, it’s an accurate depiction of how I, and many others, feel. Just wish they’d hate us so we could go on. Who knows who they are though?