Man just rolling out the comments. I woke up this morning having a gigantic pity party for myself. Sobbing uncontrollably in the shower, hickupping. I mean really? am I some kind of pathetic 8 year old who got her ball taken away from her? Sometimes I just smh at myself at how my brain works. I go through these insane times where my brain is on overdrive, then I just stall. Rinse, repeat. Today I’m bouncing back for a while.
I have a migraine halo though. I’ve had it for days and I’m unsure if it is partly the reason for my emotional instability.
but yeah, creative juices are a flowing this morning. Right after I was done sobbing.
LOL. The fucking chickens are going to escape my yard. I’m looking out my window and the child who just got done tying her own shoes just opened up the gate to the front yard and now the chickens are lining up like hobos at a lunch line to sneak out and eat the new cactus buds in the front garden. Sigh.
tried to off myself, method malfunctioned. I laughed for about 5 minutes, not really sure why I think it’s so damn funny when I’m also really embarrassed and pissed at myself. considering trying a different way.
sorry to be such a downer, I’m really glad a few of you all are feeling good! sorry hazy day sunflower that you felt bad earlier though, also your comments on my post meant a lot so thank you so much.
drowning I know what you mean, I guess at least we can commiserate
I’m ok today. 🙂
Better than I was for awhile there last week.
But the best thing that came out of the angst was some new music I wrote.
I’m posting it this evening sometime.
Sounds sorta like a depressed axe-murderer.
Which at the time seemed like an ok thing.
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had a method
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doing well today.. how are you?
Had better days u no how it is
what’s on your
mind today
Eh…
What up man
he bah what you think about the fights
@ bah did you like the fights
Haven’t watched it yet. Internet was to damn slow last night. Gonna watch it today.
find me as soon as you see it..
I’m on a fucking roll today. No idea why.
Rolling high or low
Man just rolling out the comments. I woke up this morning having a gigantic pity party for myself. Sobbing uncontrollably in the shower, hickupping. I mean really? am I some kind of pathetic 8 year old who got her ball taken away from her? Sometimes I just smh at myself at how my brain works. I go through these insane times where my brain is on overdrive, then I just stall. Rinse, repeat. Today I’m bouncing back for a while.
I have a migraine halo though. I’ve had it for days and I’m unsure if it is partly the reason for my emotional instability.
but yeah, creative juices are a flowing this morning. Right after I was done sobbing.
Sobbing sorry to hear that my I ask what was going on for u
you are always on a roll.. I’m gunna start calling you jelly
LOL. The fucking chickens are going to escape my yard. I’m looking out my window and the child who just got done tying her own shoes just opened up the gate to the front yard and now the chickens are lining up like hobos at a lunch line to sneak out and eat the new cactus buds in the front garden. Sigh.
lol that’s classic stuff..
Drowning, I’m doing great! and i love this morning! i think were catching some kind of cyber decease?
hey rocketman.. good to see you today!!
Haha cyber decease
tried to off myself, method malfunctioned. I laughed for about 5 minutes, not really sure why I think it’s so damn funny when I’m also really embarrassed and pissed at myself. considering trying a different way.
sorry to be such a downer, I’m really glad a few of you all are feeling good! sorry hazy day sunflower that you felt bad earlier though, also your comments on my post meant a lot so thank you so much.
drowning I know what you mean, I guess at least we can commiserate
Oh shit sorry to hear that man what went wrong
sportsnut, Thanks it’s always good to see you too!!!
How’s it going rocket
I’m late to the punch here, but hi anyway.
I’m ok today. 🙂
Better than I was for awhile there last week.
But the best thing that came out of the angst was some new music I wrote.
I’m posting it this evening sometime.
Sounds sorta like a depressed axe-murderer.
Which at the time seemed like an ok thing.
That’s nice to hear cordless feeling a lil better
I’m alive. What more can I say?