I don’t like being alone/single. That was the one thing I had to keep me from doing this stuff to myself. I never had friends. Not ones here.. I had a boyfriend. That is what kept me from feeling so alone. Now I don’t have anything. I’m alone. It’s pathetic and you all are going to post and say I shouldn’t let anyone have that much control. But this is who I am. I thrive on being with people. You may also post that I should go out and name a few types of places. But like I said, this is who I am. I go out and feel eyes on me burning through my skin. Not in a good way.
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I’ve been through that too… till i said f**k it and walked around and if people didn’t like my personality or the way i dressed i never cared just kept on going… people today judge a book by its cover to much. if people hate you its because they’re afraid of something that you have that they don’t… i wouldn’t worry about, i’d thrive in it. 🙂
Look around, and maybe you’re not the only one who feels that way.
Cliche but truth.
Sounds like you’re super sensitive, I am and it makes being in this world a real challenge as things register with you at a deeper level. If that’s who you are, you need only consider your feelings and perspective, no one else take on your life matters. Do what is best , and what works for you. Lots of people who are alone are not pathetic….it’s a circumstance of reality. Clear up the way you view yourself. I’m sad and alone a lot of the time too but I mind the self talk that goes on in my head….take care.