Okay, so about a month ago I was forced to go to the hospital because I had gotten too suicidal. I had to stay in an empty room for 8 hours. I was supposed to stay there for like a week or two, but I had told my mom that I didn’t want to go back to my therapist because it wasn’t helping and it was making me worse, and after that I told her I was getting online help, being on this website has helped me way more than my therapist. But if I tell her about this site she would want to see my account and she would most likely make her own account to see what I’m writing. I don’t want her to see what I write here because then what would be the point in having this account, I would might as well just write to her. So far I haven’t returned to either the hospital or my therapist, and I’m doing fine without them, I’ve improved here on this website. So I’m thanking you, you have helped me, but I still need this site. :):