Thinking

Hello.  It is currently 1:03 am while typing this.  I guess I just wanted to talk.  Last day of school tomorrow.  I don’t really know how to feel about that.  I guess I am some what indifferent.  I know I’ve already spoken about it enough.  Where is everything?  A lot of these tend to be random thoughts.  None of the thoughts I have are really coherent anymore.  There just kind of there.  It is somewhat funny.  It is currently 1:06.  To the older readers, what is it like?  Having to deal with all pain and the like.  With school, I guess there is always a goal to work towards.  It is not really what you want to do, it’s something you have to do I guess.  I’m approaching adulthood rapidly.  I don’t know how I am going to be able to deal with all the stuff I do now.  As much as a big source of pain and disapproval my parents are, they are at least around.  I know that someone is in the house with me.  As an adult?  I guess I’ll be on my own.  That brings up the subject of relationships.  I don’t know anything about them.  How to act normal around others without having a small panic attack.  How can I find someone to share my life with?  I don’t know.  I’m I going to be alone forever?  I don’t know.  When will the pain stop?  I don’t know.  Thanks for listening.  it is currently 1:11 as I am typing.  Here is another song I like.  I hope someone enjoys it.