Feeling horrible….

Ehhhh, haven’t vomited for a bit now, managed to keep down like 12 chips total now, like 6 before bed, and then 6 just now…. well I can’t really say I kept them down yet I guess…. I want to go back to bed, but I can’t sleep anymore, my side hurts so much…. my lower left side, it is like vibrating and hurts quite a bit and is making it really painful to walk and breath, the pharmacist I called said that I shouldn’t feel bad if I do go to an ER, but also he said that it really shouldn’t be anything that would kill me overnight, (No I really don’t want to randomly die right now since nobody else lives here, my father probably wouldn’t notice I was dead until Sunday at earliest, and my kitty will be out of water by then…. And also my cat would have to move back in with my grandparents (if she doesn’t die of dehydration) and she wasn’t very comfortable there…. Also I don’t at all like the idea of dying due to health problems…. I want to die on my terms, or die randomly in a violent manner,that’s also okay) so he did say I could probably wait and make an appointment with my doctor instead if I so pleased, which I will probably do…. So is good to know that it isn’t anything horrible, basically he said it more than likely is just strained muscles, but he did recommend that I do get it checked out especially if it persists. It’s so weird, as I mentioned above it feels like it’s vibrating and actually is one of the worst pains I have ever felt, there is also a little bulge protruding from where it hurts, which really hurts to touch…. I feel like I’m probably going to just lay down for a bit and hope to go back to sleep, I only got like 6 hours earlier, and that was my first sleep for like 2 days 🙁 I’m still tired…. Also I basically failed my math presentation today, I really wasn’t doing well…. My voice went away like 4 times, I couldn’t really write and I had to stop twice for like a minute each to catch my breath. -_- So I may vanish for a decent amount of time :/