There’s this classmate I have. She has the same dream I had when I was still a human being: to be an animator. She knows a lot of things that I know, she likes anime, her parents support her, she has a lot of money and she really enjoys studying in that university. But she’s very ugly, mean to weak people and talks so fucking loud ffs.
I want to harm her so badly. She has everything I would want to have, and has the opportunity to live the dream. But I won’t let her.
Here’s the deal: if I get to live the dream, then I won’t hurt her, because I’ll know the dream is possible for anyone.
If I don’t, I’ll kill her as slowly as I can, and then I’ll kill myself. I’ve got nothing to lose, that’s why I’m not afraid.
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Don’t ever harm another human being. You have no right to kill anyone for your failed dreams. It’s not their fault if your not successful. It’s yours so the only one you should be killing is yourself.
that’s true, don’t get other people involved in your pain…
Yeah, like it’s my fault I’m just a sexual toy for my parents, oh yes I deliberately went to them and offered myself.
I really got nothing to lose and I can’t feel anything. The only thing I can feel right now is that hate for her, so yeah.
What has this got to do with you wanting to kill that girl? These are 2 seperate issues. So basically you want to kill her because your parents are child molesters? That’s fucked up. Your parents should be the target of your hatred and anger.
Well I already tried, but they’re so fucking good at noticing when something will happen.
And I’m thinking of killing her because that’s the only thing I can feel now, so if I act upon it, I don’t know, maybe I’ll make me feel something else?
Whatever, I’m planning doing it next year so there’s plenty of time to try to get rid of my parent or to look for something else that makes me feel something.
She might be crap for a person but that doesn’t mean you should harm her. Why don’t you pretend you like her so you can get some $ out of her? At least, she’ll be useful. People are more useful alive than dead.
I’ve tried, but she’s stingy as fuck, and always wants you to humiliate yourself. Nah, pass.
She sounds like an ass
Please, hun, don’t plan to murder anyone. Focus on acquiring your scholarship to Japan so you can begin to have a good life.
Your parents are monsters, but if you kill them you might just be put in prison. You need evidence against them to present to police, so that justice will be administered through the legal system.
It hurts sometimes when we see people out there living the life we want for ourselves, especially if they have treated us unkindly, but they’re on their own journey. Hopefully they’ll realize someday how they have wronged others, and either apologize or resolve to act differently in the future. (I’m speaking about the girl in this scenario, not your parents. THEY should be put in prison for the rest of their lives. Some crimes and actions are unforgivable.)
Thanks nepheliad! I was reading my previous posts and I noticed you always commented such nice things! Thank you for your kind words, they truly make me feel good and cheer me up. It’s really nice to have someone not hating you, it makes me cry of joy. Thank you thank you thank you!! <3
She sounds like a ***** but she is innocent. I’m sure her life isn’t as perfect as you think and the reason she is so vile. Please don’t stoop to that level. You will be no better than Omar Mateen, Adam Lanza, or any of those lowlifes who were unable to deal with their demons without harming others. Channel this hatred into bettering your life or even putting your “parents” in jail.
I envy those that have a dream or something they desire in life. No such thing for me.
What if OP wants to be one of those infamous people? Some who lack attention think they can get it with copycat attacks. And normally they do get it for the wrong reasons. I blame the media for doing that. There would be less copycats.
I agree with previous posters. It seems like you are truly angry at your parents (and you have every reason to be), but you want to take it out on this girl because you probably feel pretty powerless around your parents after what they did to you. The girl may be kind of an ass, but lots of people are asses. The real enemies here are your parents, who are monsters and honestly deserve to suffer. If you hurt or kill this girl you’ll just get yourself thrown in prison and the real enemy will get off scot-free.
See if you can channel your anger into gathering evidence against your parents and eventually getting them locked up in prison for a long time. If that doesn’t seem like enough punishment, you can look up how child molesters in prison are generally treated by other inmates.
They call them chomos in prison but if you give em some booty they can look past your crimes. They’ll even protect you like property. (From a prison story on TV). Trying to scare OP won’t work. Have you seen how prisons are? In federal prisons they have cell phones, TVs, everything is given except a shank to stab opposing gang members(shank part might be true in some cases). They treat inmates better than people at homeless shelters. Society is screwed.