I feel BAD. I know, you’re thinking… well duh. Why else would you be here? My anxiety and depression has been somewhat under control lately, but today I just want to end it all.
This is the only place where I can let this feeling out. I’m just so tired of my thoughts and my brain.
It would be nice not to feel anything. I want to be tranquilized mentally and thrown into a deep cold hole.
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I’m totally with you this time. But from my perspective, there is probably some new life waiting, hopefully good one. I would say most of lives are good, there is always less broken things than things working. But I can imagine this feeling of no bad emotions happening, just total tranquility – I would probably take that also 🙂
PS: Depression always gets better, but it can’t be seen from inside of it. That’s the golden rule.
I’m tired of my thoughts and my brain at some point in every day. I make wishes of not wanting to feel anymore. I don’t even know in what sense I mean it in, I just know that, like you, I want to be tranquilized. I’d like to sleep and wake up a new person in a shiny new body and a perfectly untainted brain. Bad days happen, but they’re not this bad all the time, babe.