I don’t really have suicidal ideation anymore. I’m on Lexapro now and feeling as if my brain has been calmed. So why am I here? I don’t know. I went back and read some of my old posts. And I’m trying to remember my state of mind and how broken I was. I was such a mess. Still am to be honest, but less so.
My posts consisted of me talking about my ex and my breakup. It has taken me this long, two years, but I’m finally and truly healing and I’d say, 85% over it. I haven’t talked to my ex in a year and that was the best remedy. I was so silly to think being friends could work.
The crappy thing about Lexapro is sex isn’t as intense now. But I’ll take it instead of having intense thoughts.
Im moving the way I’m supposed to in life instead of fighting against the current. I wish everyone… Whatever you need.