Welp got a week off

Well I has a week off from classes between quarters, I guess that works out well…. Then summer quarter starts, which is only Monday-Wednesday however, Tuesday is I spend like 12 hours at school, and 5 or so on the other days so decently long days, all classes with the same instructor…. the one that I spent all of last quarter hiding from as I felt I disappointed him…. But meh, guess the week off is at a good time though, my doctor gave me more medicine, as she feels that the Zoloft was not enough…. She said it was situational, but to take it a few times while I didn’t have to drive so I would know how it affects me…. She says that I probably will be fine with functioning with it…. Oh yeah it’s Hydroxyzine, no idea what brand name that is marketed under sorry 🙁 so yeah I took 2 yesterday (I was told to take 1-2 per dose and no more than 2 doses per day…. they are 25mg each) once I got home from being at the doctor, and dropping my father off his mail (he works a block away from my doctor’s office) and then getting my prescriptions filled, and lastly going to my school to try to pick up my mobile but the class room got locked an hour early (fuck people). It made me really drowsy, granted I was already tired when I got home (as I hadn’t slept yet (my sleep pattern has turned into going to bed at about noon now -_-) but when I woke up about 4 hours later (more than enough sleep for me) I was really drowsy, and it wasn’t a normal I feel tired, it was proper medicine induced drowzyness…. like with the strange dizziness feeling, and the general just Blahness, with the weird vibrating sensations all over my body, felt a lot like nyquill…. Oh yeah I also took my Zoloft with it yesterday (and today just a few (6) hours ago), decided I’m going to get rid of the extra by just taking two every other day and they should be gone in like half a year -_- Damn it maybe I could do two every day, and they’d be gone in about 3 months…. That could work, I only took one today though, so maybe I’ll just do every other day…. Like doubling my dose doesn’t seem like a good idea to do without a doctor, but just increasing it by 50% seems perfectly fine, it’s a very small dose anyway…. is only 100mg which is fairly average, I’m not really getting that close into overdose range I don’t think with 200mg per day…. I’m certain that’s probably actually a dosage that is used…. Meh although it’s been like 2 months since I stopped taking it, so I wonder if I’m going to have that like couple weeks of feeling horrible like I did last time when first starting. :/ not looking forward to that, I would probably spend most my time in bed if that occurs…. and with the new medication I’m probably going to be taking it everyday next week to see if I can get used to it or whatever, and understand it before I decide if I want to take it before wondering out in public…. My doctor suggests that I take it almost daily, and when I need to take it…. which she didn’t describe when I would need to take it…. like do I take it when I feel anxious, or do I take it before I enter a scenario that I know is going to make me anxious, or both? I don’t know, but meh I may not be around here that much this week is all that I’m saying mostly, as I may spend basically all of it laying in bed and some of it sleeping even ^_^ sleep is nice…. But I guess the bright side is that it actually made me sleep for much longer than Nyquill does ^_^ as I did wonder back into bed and sleep a bit more too…. which was kind of nice, got a lot of sleep yesterday, and this mourning got a decent amount too…. BTW when I say yesterday I mean Friday, my sleep schedule is weird, like I’m still having trouble fully realizing that I go see my father at my grandfather’s today, in like an hour…. and it’s my bedtime too…. but this will probably shift my sleep schedule into a different time slot though, that’s normally how it flops around. -_-

welp I’m done rambling…. I hope you all have good days, I mostly was just posting here to let anybody who for some reason cares know why I may not be around that much…. Also I sort of bounce around anyway, I’m really scatterminded like that…. I lose and regain interesting in things very quickly, including friends IRL -_- which isn’t ideal…. Grrrr I’m done I swear ^_^ have good days 😀