Sometimes suicide feels like the only option. I’ve been an unmedicated bipolar for 5 years now because my insurance sucks and I can’t afford it. My insurance has a 5000 dollar deductible on mental. Now I’m at my breaking point I need relief I can’t be strong anymore. If I check into the hospital I go back to being jobless. I make too much for assistance and not enough to live on if I pay for it out of pocket. I’m so tired of fighting this battle. I’m tired of being mind broken. People care about me but don’t care about my struggle to just be productive. I just want it to end….
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Its not so much that you want to kill yourself, its that you want to cease to exist. If there was some quantum deletion machine to simply erase my atoms from this dimension, sign me up, I’ll be a test subject. But there isn’t so we have to kill ourselves.
Why does it have to be so hard
Super hard 🙁