Even this place makes me more suicidal

I dont belong on earth and i am mindlessly incompetent and suicidal. I don’t post as often because its pointless to do so. I don’t want to be alive. Thats the same post i post over and over. Seeing other people’s post or comments alienate me even more. I don’t connect or matter to anything and i cant handle life. I’m tired of getting older of breathing of trying of anything.