It’s just so high pitched and annoying…. I hate it, and it makes it even worse that a lot of times I can’t even use it with confidence which makes it sound so much worse…. Grrrr also I wish I had a bit of money right now, fast food sounds really good, even $2 would be enough…. Maybe I should go out and mug somebody.
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Mugging somebody seems rather extreme… could you put up a sign “homeless, anything helps?”
Even if you’re not technically homeless, you still need money, so…
Panhandling is not legal here :/
Oh. So mugging is legal?
No but it’s easier to get away with…. The cops here really are cracking down on panhandling
panhandling… by this do you mean begging?
yeppers
If you go somewhere with a lot of people, you might find money on the floor. Like public washrooms for bars, clubs, etc.
Mugging someone, stealing their course/wallet with all their identity and credit cards… that’s a very cruel thing to do to someone. It takes ages and more money to replace these cards. Try to respect people.
*purse, not course (auto correct)
Oh don’t worry I won’t take their purse or wallet, I’m not a monster…. I’ll just take their cash. I don’t want their cards or anything like that, just money…. Wouldn’t even take their jewelry because I wouldn’t want to go threw the trouble of having to sell it, that’s too much work…. And meh I don’t want to go to public places, I could probably find somebody wondering around my neighborhood…. But I’m not going to actually mug somebody, I’m not exactly large and intimidating, my fighting skills are a bit poor because I’m shy, and I also don’t have any weapon that would be good for mugging somebody with. Realistically I would end up getting mugged by my target
Well, for real, bars/nightclubs/stripclubs are a good place to find money just lying on the floor. You might find enough for a meal if you tried some of those places.
Yeah probably…. But I still don’t want to go -_-
I found an abandoned $20 in an ATM at a bowling alley once. That was awesome.
yay ^_^
I’ve found $50 in the parking lot of my school before, and for some reason I brought it to the office…. I felt pre stupid about that…. -_-
Wow!
Whoever you gave it to probably pocketed it themselves. Heh. Personally, if there’s money without a wallet or some other identification, I tend to think… “finders keepers.”
Yeah, I normally don’t even pick it up as I feel bad about it…. I don’t deserve it.
If you don’t, someone else will… and it sounds like you’re in dire need of cash. Think of it as a no-strings attached gift from the Universe. Maybe in the future once you have funds to spare, you can give some away to homeless people, or give extra tips to servers. That’s what I do.
I don’t like gifts though -_- and also I may get yelled at for picking it up, what if somebody placed it there as a trap?
That’s ridiculous. You would mug someone but not pick up money off the ground? o.O
Well I doubt I will mug somebody, but I would be more okay with it than picking up money…. I would just have to be very certain that it would be safe to mug the person though, which is hard to do. It’s just so weird picking up money though, it feels bad.
Mugging a person should feel worse.
You could look for bottles or cans to sell. Collect a bag full should land you about $5, enough to buy a meal.
Yes that is a thing I should do ^_^ $5 can be fast food once or twice, or food for the week ^_^
Although I’ve given up on getting fastfood tonight as it doesn’t seem likely that I’ll get money and I am too tired to leave the house. I will get money tomorrow though (well later today I guess I could say) ^_^ Then I may get fast food then if I still desire it 😀
I like fast food too much…. I always feel horrible for eating it, but it feels so good to eat that I just can’t feel horrible while eating it, I only feel horrible before hand and afterwards. Is the best part of life ^-^
Yeah, don’t mug someone.
What about donating plasma?
Also, you have internet access and there are ways to make money online.
That’s ridiculous. You would mug someone but not pick up money off the ground? o.O
I don’t want to show my arms to anybody…. They are covered in scars, and still a bit torn up from last time 🙁
Misplaced my comment. ^
How would it ever be safe to mug someone? I’m not very tall, so you might underestimate someone like me, but I would react extremely aggressively if anyone tried to forcibly take money from me or attack me. That’s a crime, and it’s in my personal code to punish criminals who try to bother me however I see fit.
I also walk around alone at night often, and while I do so I think of all the ways
I meant I think of how someone might try to attack me and how I’ll protect myself if they do. So I try to cast an intimidating aura at least. 😉
well it can be very safe to mug someone given the right circumstances. With you just because you are short would not necessarily make me feel safe mugging you, but it could be something to take into account. Size is a decent thing to take into account, and also sort of how somebody carries themselves and dresses, and the area where they are at. If they seem like somebody who values their life that doesn’t seem overly skilled at hand to hand combat and I was armed and intimidating and it was in a place that made sense for somebody to need to be (like walking out of a conveyance store) and they were alone, I would probably feel decently safe mugging the person. It would be decently unlikely that they would fight back and if they did I would probably feel fairly confidant that I could quickly land a lethal blow. Although these circumstances will never be true for me since I am quite a small person and do not trust my ability to actually overpower somebody from close distances even while armed. But yes mugging will never be totally safe, but you can still reduce the risks you take. I personally wouldn’t mug somebody walking around a neighborhood at night either…. too many people around, what if they get loud? O.o where would I flee too? it just doesn’t seem like a safe place at all…. Also there’s that added bonus that the person probably worries a bit about being attacked as most people seem to think that night time is dangerous, so they probably are more prepared for being mugged than the guy leaving a gas station or even Walmart with their gallon of milk in hand…. I’ve actually witnessed a few muggings that seemed successful in my local Walmart’s parking lot, so I did add that to my notes incase I ever consider mugging anyone.
Realistically if I wanted to take something from somebody and I had a weapon capable of causing lethal damage to them reliably in one strike I simply would just attempt to kill them before making my presence known and then taking what I wanted from them -_- That would be much safer than any mugging….
Don’t worry neph I basically was just saying that I won’t mug somebody because I know that I would not be very good at it. Although I still want to -_- life would be so much easier if I was a 250lbs 7 foot tall man :/ then I could intimidate most people even if all I had was a shitty kitchen knife
well by before making my presence known, presence isn’t the right word probably. I feel intentions would be a better word, as I wouldn’t care that much if they knew that I existed somewhere near them but I wouldn’t want them being aware that I was planning on killing them and taking their things.
I feel bad for typing all that out…. I am a somewhat horrible person…. Why do I think about what people I think would be safest to mug? -_- Also BTW I feel the need to place a disclaimer here that maybe my information isn’t the greatest information…. I have never mugged anybody before so that is just simply my best guess for victims…. I would trust an actual seasoned mugger’s advice before mine.
Jesus… you would kill somebody for maybe $30 or whatever is in their wallet?
Um….
A lot of us were prompted into using SP due to having experienced unjust abuse in our lives. If you feel entitled to beat up someone to suit your own needs, that makes you one of the people that most SPers came to this site to vent about.
PLEASE don’t add to the evil in the world. You have no right to take away anyone else’s free will, or their possessions.
Don’t turn into another serial killer… get your issues in check. :/
Yeah I’m aware of that…. And yes I’ve been a victim of people in the past. I would much rather be the one that victimizes people…. It seems like the happier of the two roles…. I wouldn’t know as I’ve never victimized anybody, mostly because I’m too weak to be able to…. And killing somebody is one of my greatest desires, I’ve wanted to murder people since I was a fairly young child. Although I really don’t want to kill somebody just to take their stuff, and I really don’t want my first time to be over quickly I would much rather be able to take them home and do it at my own pace…. Although realistically I’ll probably just one day have a complete mental break down and only kill/maim a few people in a very public place and then be killed by cops…. I don’t think I have the attributes to be a serial killer…. Mostly I feel I lack self control.
I’ve only wanted to take out the kind of people who really deserve it. Child abusers, kidnappers, serial killers, human traffickers, etc., etc. Individuals or groups who are fully aware of how sadistic they are and yet continue on with their actions.
So, if you want to do away with those types… no complaints here, it’s just contributing to unjust abuse that really bothers me.
I’m not into torture. I wouldn’t get anything out of seeing a person be tortured physically. I’d simply use a firearm in a vigilante kind of manner.
But… I don’t want to become someone who’s addicted to killing people, so I doubt I ever will unless it’s in self defense.
I hope you don’t kill or maim anyone in a public place – unless it’s a gathering of known t*rrorists. heheh
If not, you’d just be acting exactly like them. Murdering innocents for no reason.
People are all the same in my mind, yes some people have actually done things that impacted other people in negative ways while others have not yet, but everybody will eventually. Everybody hurts somebody eventually, and to me I see no difference between a child abuser, a rapist, a murderer, a school yard bully, and somebody who breaks someone’s trust. It all hurts someone, so it’s exactly the same in my eyes. And really I do not care about most…. I’m an extremely selfish person I only care about if something hurts me…. I’m horrible in that way. I’m certain I would enjoy killing anybody or really any living thing to an extent, but yeah I do have to agree that I probably would enjoy killing somebody that hurt me far more…. Actually I KNOW that killing someone who caused me pain before in my life would be the greatest experience of my life, there are just so many people in particular on that list too. I would LOVE to bind them, make them helpless and then have my way with them. I would start by cutting them how I cut myself, arms legs and even face slightly, I want to recreate every one of my cuts upon their body…. After that I’m not sure exactly what I would do, but I really don’t feel like I would move away from the knife, nothing else seems like that much fun…. Maybe I would start by removing small bits of their body? Maybe I would just stab them until they died? Maybe I would just cut them up more, much deeper and let them bleed to death? I have no idea. A gun I really don’t think would be that much fun, it’s just not personal enough….
And yes don’t worry these thoughts do really worry me quite often, although I have never brought them up to my counselor as I don’t want to be arrested or anything like that. -_- I probably will never mention them to him.
Also BTW, thanks much for talking neph…. I’m not exactly in a great mood tonight. :/
No probs. I need to get some sleep now though, but I’ll likely be back online tomorrow afternoon or evening. My phone has gone completely wacky, however… either I was hacked or something broke inside it, so sometimes it doesn’t work. So, we’ll see if it behaves. (Gonna buy a new one soon.)
Kay nighty nights ^_^ rest well 😀
Well, the thing about experiencing emotional pain is that you can never inflict the exact same type that you felt upon someone else. Also, they might not have been aware of how much they wounded you. If they *were* aware to some extent, they didn’t care because either they felt like you deserved it… or, they in return were taking out old emotional grudges involving others, onto you as their scapegoat.
So… that’s why I feel like it’s best to be objective in these matters… like a warrior or sniper who’s only trained to kill and has no emotional involvement with his targets. Otherwise you turn into a serial killer who is projecting their own emotion upon people who had absolutely nothing to do with the pain inside the killer’s head. Even if you do go after people who personally wounded you, they’ll never *get* why they hurt you unless they go through similar situations.
I kinda think karma is real in a way, because whenever someone complained about something I did to them… it eventually happened to me. There was the lesson for me. I saw how hurtful it was.
If they had just physically tortured and killed me, I would never have understood. All I would think is that they were unstable psychos targeting me for no good reason.
So, since no one I hurt has murdered me (yet), I did apologize at times when I saw the error of my ways. Often it was a two-way street though, and I rarely received any apologies in return. Oh well, I’ll get over it.
I can’t be certain of being unable to inflict the same amount of pain I’ve felt upon somebody else…. I know it’s not possible by hand, the only opportunity I’ve gotten to lay my hands upon somebody aggressively did not feel good at all, I just couldn’t hit them hard enough I couldn’t make them hurt enough it made me feel powerless. I really kind of did want to kill him at the time too, but I realized that I couldn’t beat him to death. I really would have loved to try stabbing, but that was at school so I wasn’t able to do so. And really I wouldn’t care if they were aware of what they had done, they still are going to accept their punishment. And I guess even if it won’t cause them as much pain as I would like I’m certain it would still feel good.
Yeah I really don’t think I would be able to not have an emotional attachment to something I kill…. Watching things die is really sad actually, they seem so scared normally it almost always makes me want to cry. But on the other hand I’ve always loved seeing things die too…. I still can’t stop thinking about causing that either…. Fishing with my father when I was younger was always a very strange experience due to that, as I hated seeing the fish die but I also really enjoyed it too and would normally do what I could to get more flailing out of them…. -_-
To deepen your voice you could do some sort of voice yelling excercising. I think I have a deep voice but when I listen to it, it’s actually pretty girly. Anyway that was unrelated lol um also if we run into each other, please don’t mug me. I would probably just cry then laugh because I’m poor too. Maybe we should pick up pennies and be rich for a moment 🙂
I am very good at yelling ^_^ although I do not at all hit deeper registers when I yell…. I get higher sometimes, but I can keep a yell or scream going for well over a minute…. One of the nicest compliments I got was that I had a nice lung capacity :3
Maybe I should try deeper screaming though, that could help.
People for their things doesn’t seem very nice… this isnt Grand Theft Auto, you know…
*killing* people for their things