Meaningless life

I agree with rivets, you’re already doing something very useful from my perspective. But i also understand this feeling of yours: You’re doing something good, but you think you could somehow do more good, that what you have done so far isn’t enough or that you sometimes could have done more. I get that same feeling whenever i look at something i drew; it doesn’t matter if people like it or if it looks ‘good enough’ to pass as art, to me it’s simply a pile of errors. This feeling is kind of a double-edged sword: It pushes me to always try to improve, but it also makes it impossible to be content/happy about my work.

I know that if you feel that kind of perfectionism about helping others it probably doesn’t help that i tell you you’re already doing a meaningful thing, cause you’ll always feel like you could do or could’ve done more.
Still had to say it, though, hopefully it helps a bit.

Thanks for sharing your thoughts.