I’m just so tired of trying to be what everyone else expects me to be. So tired of trying to fulfill expectations. I just need to get off the radar for awhile.
So with me it makes 3.
I’m really tired of trying to fulfill expectations!
Be fitness
Be thin
Be beautiful
Be less rich than me
Be nice
Be patient
Be fashionable
Be polite
Be happy
Be a margarine advertisement
Be be be
Yuck!
🙁
Thanks for all your replies. I know I can never be that person. The one everyone expects. It makes me feel like such a failure. But as well as that, I find that I’m putting on a front when I’m with other people. They don’t really know the real me. Because I don’t think it would be accepted.
I wish I could have that attitude. But to me, if I don’t have connection in this life, I don’t have anything. And that’s not a life worth living, to me. Paradoxically, when I’m not myself, the connection isn’t ‘real’ anyway. Yes, parts of it are – the parts of me I deem to be worthy of other people. I just can’t bring myself to show the parts which I think are unworthy. So, I have to settle for this part-connection.
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You and me buddy. We both deserve a vacation a long way away
So with me it makes 3.
I’m really tired of trying to fulfill expectations!
Be fitness
Be thin
Be beautiful
Be less rich than me
Be nice
Be patient
Be fashionable
Be polite
Be happy
Be a margarine advertisement
Be be be
Yuck!
🙁
You forgot be all you can be!…….in the aaaaarmy
I hear ya ?
I know the feeling, exactly !
Thanks for all your replies. I know I can never be that person. The one everyone expects. It makes me feel like such a failure. But as well as that, I find that I’m putting on a front when I’m with other people. They don’t really know the real me. Because I don’t think it would be accepted.
unless you are getting paid money, fuck their radar, who cares what anyone thinks if they aren’t paying for it.
I wish I could have that attitude. But to me, if I don’t have connection in this life, I don’t have anything. And that’s not a life worth living, to me. Paradoxically, when I’m not myself, the connection isn’t ‘real’ anyway. Yes, parts of it are – the parts of me I deem to be worthy of other people. I just can’t bring myself to show the parts which I think are unworthy. So, I have to settle for this part-connection.
Sometimes i wanna see their reaction if i did the opposite of their expectations..