I’m sorry to everyone I’ve hurt or been mean to I’m sorry that I’m such a mess up and that I’m beyond useless that I’m just a boy who sits around being sad cutting himself I’m sorry that I can’t not mess up a situation that I make everyone’s lives worse that I’m trash and honestly deserve to just die I’m a fuck up and that’s all I’ll ever be
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suicidal_boy112, you don’t have to be that’s up to you, from what you are saying you have a lot of room for improvement, when you going to realize you hit bottom and do something to turn things around? you will feel better about yourself if you do. it’s in your hands.
Sometimes it feels like no matter what you do, it will never get better. I feel that way almost all the time. I feel like a mistake. I feel like everyone would be happy to see that I’m dead. And the end of the pain would be such a relief.
But unfortunately, I chose life.
I haven’t cut since i got pregnant and it’s been 4 years, but it hasn’t gotten easier.
I still can imagine the feeling of the skin giving way and the feeling like I breathed for the first time.
I figured out that cutting makes it easier for people who don’t care about me to have control. If I we want a chance to be happy, I have to be the one in control. I don’t want to be inpatient for life.
Can you find something that makes you want to keep going even just for an hour at a time?
Erase anyone and everything that brings you down if you need to