well as the title says… im tired, i want to give up.
im tired of self-isolation
im tired being yelled,mocked,critcised at 24hours. She thinks i cant hear her oh but only if she knew i replay those words every night in my mind
im tired of crying myself to sleep every night
im tired of being weak
im tired of this feeling
im tired of feeling nauseated all the time. I feel like i might fall down. Its probably because of my loss of appetite.
im… im tired.
i have tried and been strong not to cut again, but i have no other way to relieve this pain. I feel like shouting my lungs out but theres nobody to hear me.
i dont want to give in but these day its only these thoughts that conquer my mind.
thats all i wanted to share… umm… thanks for reading i guess
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Do you want to talk to me about it? I’m tired too.
If you want we can chat.
“Here today and expected to stay on and on and on,
I’m tired. I’m tired.” I love the way Elliott Smith sings that.
I’m too tired to be friends with people and maintain relationships mostly. I get it.
people say sticks and stones may break my bone but words will never hurt me, …but the saying is not true what so ever…I’m sorry you have deal with abuse you are going through…I may be able to relate since I know that I would rather have been whacked with a stick or crushed with a boulder, because that’s what it feels like anyway…20 years later and those scars from those words come ripping open, usually when I’m by myself…keep talking about them, if you need help get help, but don’t hold it in because the pressure will build in you until you can’t hold it…