I wish I never discovered porn. It’s destroying my life. I can see how it’s kinda f***ed up…..yet I allow myself to watch it when I’m stressed. I’m not even religious and I know how damaging it can be. If you take religion out of the picture your left with basic human morals. And if you take that out then I don’t know what you are. I know this is a very controversial topic but f*** it. I’m gonna admit the truth on how I feel about this….after all it affects all of us in different and similar ways. For me….it makes me lose confidence and it makes me feel gross. I refuse to see women as simple sex objects because that’s not what they are. Women are human beings just like men…..Just like me. Porn is perverted and it makes men and women perverted hypersexualized freaks. Some if not many of you will disagree but f*** it ….I don’t care what you think. I just had to get this off my chest. I don’t care if I’m in the minority here.
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Hi Lonewolf23, I totally agree with you. Porn has ruined my life for 2.5 decades. It makes me feel so guilty. I am religious and on top of that I have high morals. I use to have the excuse that porn is better than having one night stands or real sex because of the safety of not catching any diseases. But now I look at it differently. Sex is part of a loving meaningful relationship and not separate to it. It’s not an act by itself because for me after orgasm, I feel horrible and empty inside because of the non-emotional fulfillment. I still struggle with it, but the frequency is decreasing. I just hope that I have enough time left to turn things around in my life and find a meaningful real life relationship not some virtual picture on the screen which has not love associated with it. I’m disgusted with myself.
I agree with you. It took me a long time to admit I had an addiction to porn. I was using it to avoid problems in my life, problems I really needed help with. I had to quit for a long time and get professional help to deal with the addiction and everything I was using porn to avoid. That is my experience with porn.
I, too, wish I’d never learned of it.
I really need to get it out of my life.
I was addicted to porn too but now I see no point in watching it anymore. Now instead of feeling pleasure after seeing nude women, I feel envy. I wish I could be a girl and have their beautiful body. Now I avoid porn so that I don’t feel insecure about my body again. yes, I know I am weird.