I cut last night. for the first time in probably a year. I lately have been just hitting myself. But i broke out. I was so angry and sad all at once and my emotions were too much to handle at once. When i’m like this i hurt myself and i don’t feel anything until hours later. i feel so..empty. Loneliness is honestly the worst feeling ever. I feel like i have no one to turn to anymore. And it hurts me that i have to express myself on this website instead of my friends. So i thought they were.