I Hate thinking about the future and my plans, but I’m at the point where I need to make some important life decisions. So I finally planned out something, and in the end I’ll get to kill myself before I’m 30. Its the only way I can convince myself to move forward in life, even if its only for a few more years. I prefer a sweet and short life, not a long lonely painful one.
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What will you do until then? Curious to know how you plan to minimize the dread.
I’m going to move to California on my own and start over. Hopefully the big change will distract me enough from my thoughts.
I’ve been thinking this way as well. For me, it brings me comfort to have a path all ready. Like for some reason, I feel the pressures of life completely disappear and I don’t have to try so hard. I hope you find peace 😉
I agree