I want to be with someone who feels similarly to the way I do. I feel alone being around these people, I’m not like them, We don’t think the same way or have the same perspective on things. I havr to supress mu actual thoughts and ideas because if I don’t I’d be outcasted.
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How do you feel? What is your perspective? What thoughts are you suppressing?
What if you weren’t outcasted? What if they embraced you instead?
Are you completely sure they’d do that, or is it “fear” that’s making you feel that way?
My pessimistic viewpoint and depressed state of mind contradict the way I compose myself, I know it’s my fault for acting differently than the way I feel, but nobody wants to be around someone with negatives vibes all the time. Also I feel like they’d feel obligated to help me, which makes me feel guilty because I don’t want to put my problems on anyone else and like I said I wouldn’t be treated or looked at the same anymore.
I may know what you mean. Though it isn’t complete waste of time to spend time with people you don’t connect with, it can be rather exhausting and you don’t really get that much out of it.